Carolina’s Courage by Elizabeth Yates
1 week ago
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Quote of the Day...
Tonight Alexandra and I went on a run. Actually, I did the running, she got to ride a bike! We did 5.4 miles and the route I mapped out had lots of hills! We were at the bottom of this one hill, and she says to me..."lets rock and roll..." and proceded to conquer this steep street! It was so hilarious and encouraging to me! I even made it up...twice!
Monday, April 13, 2009
The Stripped Down Easter
Easter really became only about the Resurrection to me yesterday.
Doesn't that sound weird? Kinda of a "DUH" statement, but the last 48 hours has shown me how much more I personally have added to the Easter "experience" in my head.
My brother and sister (in law) were in this past week and with my birthday being on Good Friday, we were very excited that they extended their stay for a day so we could have fun on Saturday and get ready for Easter. I put all my fun *emotional eggs* in one basket apparently.
Our youngest daughter got really sick, waking up on Friday night throwing up. It went downhill from there! All of a sudden, my weekend was unraveling completely!
My family was leaving early (in case this was contagious), all my *fun* plans for Saturday were gone, I couldn't buy new ties for the boys, I wouldn't end up getting something new for Easter, we weren't eating my birthday cake, I wasn't planning an Easter meal, we were going to be without any family, and here my sweet girl was puking up anything going in...and on and on it went in my mind! I was a wreck! I had a complete meltdown on Saturday evening (that kinda started in the afternoon, my sweet, patient hubby;)
Sunday morning...I was better...sort of! Helped Steve get the kids ready for church. Seth found a tie on the closet floor (new to him :), Alexandra wore a turtle neck under her new Easter dress (because we live in the tundra!), Nik was excited about taking my place in the Nursery and Steve was excited about serving as Acolyte that morning! I tried not to think of all I was missing...its very difficult to go ALL through the Lenten season and then end it with Maundy Thursday and Good Friday and NOT get your Easter Sunday!!!
I decided to go to church online...I felt so PATHETIC! But I knew Mark Driscoll was streaming all his services live that day (he did FIVE services with baptisms at every one! the dude is AMAZING!) Anyway, I watched his 8am service and part of his 9:45 service...and it wasn't anything eye opening for me per se. But God starting dealing with my heart...of course...and all of a sudden things started coming to my mind...ties, hams, family, birthdays, shopping, dinners, new shoes, eggs, baskets, all of it...what does it EVEN have to do with MY GOD dying and MY GOD raising from the dead?? And not that you cannot USE all of those things to celebrate, I don't even mean that. But I wasn't going to be able to use ANY of those to help me celebrate...and in that moment it all became VERY VERY clear to me!
OUR Creator, YOUR Creator...appeased the wrath of God and died for us! Who the heck needs Easter grass for that! AND, every Sunday is Easter! So I really didn't miss anything!
Doesn't that sound weird? Kinda of a "DUH" statement, but the last 48 hours has shown me how much more I personally have added to the Easter "experience" in my head.
My brother and sister (in law) were in this past week and with my birthday being on Good Friday, we were very excited that they extended their stay for a day so we could have fun on Saturday and get ready for Easter. I put all my fun *emotional eggs* in one basket apparently.
Our youngest daughter got really sick, waking up on Friday night throwing up. It went downhill from there! All of a sudden, my weekend was unraveling completely!
My family was leaving early (in case this was contagious), all my *fun* plans for Saturday were gone, I couldn't buy new ties for the boys, I wouldn't end up getting something new for Easter, we weren't eating my birthday cake, I wasn't planning an Easter meal, we were going to be without any family, and here my sweet girl was puking up anything going in...and on and on it went in my mind! I was a wreck! I had a complete meltdown on Saturday evening (that kinda started in the afternoon, my sweet, patient hubby;)
Sunday morning...I was better...sort of! Helped Steve get the kids ready for church. Seth found a tie on the closet floor (new to him :), Alexandra wore a turtle neck under her new Easter dress (because we live in the tundra!), Nik was excited about taking my place in the Nursery and Steve was excited about serving as Acolyte that morning! I tried not to think of all I was missing...its very difficult to go ALL through the Lenten season and then end it with Maundy Thursday and Good Friday and NOT get your Easter Sunday!!!
I decided to go to church online...I felt so PATHETIC! But I knew Mark Driscoll was streaming all his services live that day (he did FIVE services with baptisms at every one! the dude is AMAZING!) Anyway, I watched his 8am service and part of his 9:45 service...and it wasn't anything eye opening for me per se. But God starting dealing with my heart...of course...and all of a sudden things started coming to my mind...ties, hams, family, birthdays, shopping, dinners, new shoes, eggs, baskets, all of it...what does it EVEN have to do with MY GOD dying and MY GOD raising from the dead?? And not that you cannot USE all of those things to celebrate, I don't even mean that. But I wasn't going to be able to use ANY of those to help me celebrate...and in that moment it all became VERY VERY clear to me!
OUR Creator, YOUR Creator...appeased the wrath of God and died for us! Who the heck needs Easter grass for that! AND, every Sunday is Easter! So I really didn't miss anything!
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